Monday, November 06, 2006

so this second semester is coming to an end. . . it'a amazing how fast times goes by and how many things can change. once again, another semester has almost ended & in the "life of celia" that means a period of personal forgetfulness, loss and pain. LOL. uh huh. the ditzy klutz has arisen from the ashes. ROFL. . .its the end of sem wierdness.

but even with all this loss, i realise i have gained so much this semester. so many blessings received. . .actually this entire year has been full of new experiences. anywaysss. . .

so my study life? general behaviour in the jewellery studio has heightened to stages of high mental instability alert. the whole lot of us have become extra bitchy and our patience has seriously decreased. we eat more, we talk more, we complain more, we injure ourselves more, we breathe in more acid, but at least we last more. every day i spend in the jewellery studio shortens my life by about a year i reckon. yeah yeah, wateva. . .u may think i'm exaggerating, but it's prolly closer to truth than u think.

it seems like the days of constant parties were so long ago, even though in reality it was only a few weeks ago -_-. . .my last major party was my birthday. . .charlie & me celebrated our 19th together *big smile* (oh, for those international-ish ppl who don't know yet, charlie is my special man aka the boyfriend) errrmmm. . .yeahhh. so parties are now a distant memory. crazy episodes faded to mere funny recollections.

the bright side : in 10 more days i shall be absolutely freeee. . .& i can earn some moolah. new job, new fun.

but TODAY. . .grrr. . .threatened to be a gloomy day with the pms-ing temperamental weather and all. was meant to go for a picnic today with my char-char, but noooo. . .it rained!!! so all plans for a romantic *cough* picnic by the riverside were quickly disipitating. sooo. . .all that food i prepared in the morning seemed a waste. blehness.

plan b: (well there was no plan b, but lets refer to it as that) we went to charlie's house & had our "picnic" in his room. . .sandwiches, potato salad (oops forgot abt that. left it in fridge), chips, & even non-alchoholic bubbly. eheheh (whoever said i was an alchoholic eh!?) & we even had the added company of his lil baby cousin nathan, who decided that his new amusement toy would be a screwdriver, which he happily used to pester me with. . .gather the visual imagination for urself

anyway, wasn't tooo bad a day. . .another lazy. because we couldnt go picnic, we ended up going to the video store after church & hired out some dvds. watched failure to launch in the afternoon. . .then later what women want & school of rock. lol. movie marathon for 2. awwww. how sweeet. . .ahahahah

& now i'm sitting at my computer wondering if this post is long enough for my bi-semester posting habit. ehehehhe


ceelilya inspired at 12:47 AM

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Friday, August 11, 2006

uni uni uni. . .

you'd think that a higher education institution would make sense right? lol. well check this out. the jewellery crew had a great time redefining the meanings of signs that were placed around curtin for open day

it's so much fun to hang out with the jewellery crew. but it's kinda sad that we're diminishing in numbers =( seems like everything is back to usual. food being prioritised in our minds, & homework pushed aside while we discuss more "important issues of life"
besides all the frolick. . .there's been a whole lot of procrastination

anyways tmr. . .some despo shopping & hanging out with my favourite ppl. then church. . .& sunday i gotta go to uni -_-. ehehhe. fun eh?


ceelilya inspired at 10:26 PM

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Tuesday, August 01, 2006

big sigh. lol. uni has finally started again. . .initially i was looking forward to it with much antisipation. but as the expected day loomed closer ahead, i realised that my freedom & lazy slackishness would be forced to stop. noooo. . .

so much happened during my holidays. kinda feels like it wasn't even a holiday cause i was doing so much. the usual. .getting told for being out way to muchi and stretching my curfew rights to the max. ehehe. but i reckon i'm getting old. LOL. . .everything makes me tired so easy now. haih.

and recently i realise that everyone around me seems to be so energetic!!! like those sorts of ppl who neva get enough of anything. . .they always wanna go out more, talk more, eat more, tease more. . .wateva!!! ahahha. . .i classify them as ppl suffering from ACCD (Absurdly Compulsive Crazyness Disorder)

had rivercruise last week. . .believe it or not i have neva eva been on a cruise before. was alrite i guess. . .boat was kinda packed and i was sick, so i felt extra queasy. post world cup fever was the theme i guess. . .so i actually decked out in my sports gear for once. lol. it's been awhile. strangely i saw someone there. . .a good fren i haven't seen in awhile. kinda awkward for abit, but i guess it was nice to catch up and talk abit again.

well uni life i reckon is just gonna get busier. . .i'm downright utterly hopeless at managing my time properly, so i guess i'll have to shape up.

daddy has gone to darwin to work =( and mum works night shifts now. . .so nights at home are lonely and quiet.

been hooked on a korean series lately. . .just finished watching. soooo cute eh! lol. . .
anywaaayyysss. . .my babble-o-meter is running low. . .toodles


ceelilya inspired at 6:48 PM

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Tuesday, July 18, 2006

i haven't posted in so long, cause i haven't felt the need to share what's been happening in my life. is that more of my selfish nature manifesting itself. am i really that insensitive sometimes?
but lately, i've found so much happiness, that even that happiness doesn't make me a better person, that i forget to take into consideration that happiness of others. why is it that we always end up hurting the ones we love most?
it's amazing how moods can change oh-so-quickly. through all the pain and heart ache that seemed to be happening around me, i thought i was safe. i thought it wouldn't affect me. and then when you least expect it, it all hits closer to home. closer than you ever realised.
yesterday i was sooooo happy. . .i haven't laughed sooo much in ages. i hadn't felt so free in ages. then last nite, the ugly world of reality decided to knock on my door again. my blind spots thrown straight into my face.
last nite. . .as if to make up for all my happiness, came all the pain. why? i really don't know. lemme correct myself, it's not an ugly world, merely faintly beautiful truth.
i never meant to hurt anyone. i'm grateful for all the things you've blessed my life with. my fondest moments. . .
there's so much i'll never forget. beautifully broken, but hopefully we'll turn out the better for it.
it hurts. . .hurts to think that my happiness is partly at the expense of others.
i'll always keep that love though. i'll let go, but i'll still love.


ceelilya inspired at 11:09 AM

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Wednesday, July 05, 2006

our birthday girl in the middle

a bad attempt at trying to fit all 4 of us in the pic ><
(these gorgeous bubz rock my world. lol)

carine & angeline

angeline & me

reenz & ange again

a toast to our girls. . .chyn & carine

closest to me. . .


i think i'm really enjoying my holidays. . .hanging with the friends, and really spending time with them =)

yesterday we finally celebrated angeline's birthday. us girls took her for a nice, simple dinner at chi. it's been awhile since the 4 of us went out together. . .there was angeline, carine, chyn & me. naturally when you find the 4 of us, you definitely can hear us. we're pretttty loud. laugh heaps too.
the food was yummyyy. . .& we ate so much! we bought bubbly too =) flavour was rank tho. lol. after dinner we went to baskin & robbins too (& the bday girl actually shouted us all icecream!) lol. after that tho, we had to drop angeline home cause she had to go visit her mummy in hospital.

chyn had to go somewhere else. . .sooo. . .our original plans had to change. in the end carine & me decided to go movies alone. BUT we wanted to watch "just my luck" but guess wat!? us slightly unlucky girls missed the last screening time. BLEH. so we thought oh well, let's just go hang out at carine's place.

so on the way home we called jase, & he said he'd bring us out to gelares! ehehe. . .but we didn't eat icecream again thankfully. too full eh. met up with his frenz at gelares. . .then decided to go movies. .garden city. those bois reckon they're racers eh. zooming thru the streets, competing with each other & going thru red lights!!! ahaha. that was funny. jason followed his friend right thru a red light! how dumb!!!!

anyhow. . .sadly we decided to watch superman returns. . .-_-. there was nothing else to watch. we'd practically watched everything else. haihh. . .wasn't a really great movie. bumped into andrew in the cinema, so i was sitting nxt to him & we kept nudging each other & talking crap abt the lame-ishness of the movie. LOL. & if i didn't see wrong carine cried!!! awww. . .

didn't get home till late & i left my keys at a friends place on monday =x tried to get back into the house with as little drama as possible. worked a lil more on the rc tickets when i got home. then was forced to go to my room. bleh. so stayed on the fone for abit & eventually fell asleep.

overall, hols have been good. . .more interesting than i expected ><>


ceelilya inspired at 10:24 AM

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Monday, June 26, 2006

soo sooo sooo much happened this weekend. & i'm too lazy to tell. but heaps of things have been happening. & i kinda missed out on alot too. so i'm catching up on wat i don't know. . .lol. & there are some things i wish hadn't happened either. went out with friends alot. partied quite alot =x ate too little. ahahah. (so i'll be doing heaps that this week ;p)

but hey, i had fun. & still plan on having heaps of fun. right now i'm quite tired though. perhaps i should cut down on going out a lil. ahaha. one things for sure. . .late nites are a lil too much now. i reckon early morning should be banned!!!


ceelilya inspired at 12:07 PM

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Wednesday, June 21, 2006

yayyy. . .holidays alredi!!! wow. i never thought this day would come. today i felt sooo free. . .so much time, so little money. so i couldn't go shopping =(
the past few days have been filled with so much stress & last minute cramming.

you should have seen the state of things in the jewellery studio on monday. that was like our last day to complete our jewellery peices for submission. everyone was beginning to get really nervous and panicky. strangely i was rather calm, especially when compared o jaqui (my desk buddy) she waso soooo worried & kept fluffing abt the place. she din even have time to stuff her face with food as usual. LOL. stayed till late, & i think it really got to our heads, cause insanity levels were steadily rising & i honestly believe our behaviour would have seemed hilarious to the random passer by!

anyway by tuesday the hard work came to an end. the "big day" of reviews. 3 hours of getting our work marked & assessed by our teachers. i must say, our class produced some really fantastic work. & now that semester 1 has ended, there will be no more burnt hair, broken nails, grubby fingers, and smoke filled eyes.
but i think i'm really gonna miss being with the rest of them in the jewellery studio. no more jaffles, loud music, crazy laughing, dancing arnd, bullying the techy, HEAPS of food, swapping lunches, feminising the boys, exposed bum cracks =x. ahahhaha. i reckon us second yrs have the most interactive yr group =)

after reviews yesterday everyone turned seemed so relaxed and ready to have fun again. first thing i did was meet up with other frenz at the tavern. lol. had lunch with sheryl, king and jason, and alvin? after that jason dropped me home & i sleeeeeeppppptttt fro like 2pm till 9pm. LOL. was meant to go movies with a fren, but i kinda couldn't wake up (since i din sleep the nite before) sorri >< was such a nice sleep tho!

anyways, today i went back to the studio to make some jewellery for a fren & the environment was so different. the studio was practically empty. so sad. i caught adrian stealing food fro mmy locker!!! naughty technician! lol. he thought he wouldn't see me for the nxt 4 weeks. but yeahh. it just seems that without the rest of the class the studio is pretty much lifeless.
hopefully i'll get to see all my jewellery hunnies again some time soon. . .
i went shopping today!!! but bought nothing. LOL. that's something new. ehehe


ceelilya inspired at 8:48 PM

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