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Saturday, June 10, 2006

I F . . O N L Y . .(familiar phrase?)
if only. . .you ever wondered what would've happened if only?
well i've had enough of that. lately that's all i've been doing and it's making me so tired. it's making me feel sad, cranky, moody, temperamental and yucky. i'm sick of thinking that things would be different if only i'd made another choice, done something else, thought other things, or acted another way. it's seriously infuriating sometimes.

reveries are good. . .it's when they consume you that you realise reveries are also a nightmare. i want to be able to live life with no regrets. i know it sounds really cliche, but i reckon there's more truth in it than you actually realise. but to live without regrets means that you have to be confident of yourself. never doubt what you're feeling, and be certain of who you really are and want to be, what you want to do. you gotta know what you want.

i'm not saying be all self-absorbed and cocky. just be yourself. don't think if only. . .lol. i'm in a undecided mood right now, hence the random rant.

this week has been up and down up and down. i kinda feel dizzy. one thing i know for sure. i'm broke =/ (i now own 2 pairs of sass & bide jeans =x 1 pair i kinda got free. but that has been my biggest expense this week! bought at the moment of utter frustration in a bid to calm my moodiness. LOL)

another things that's for certain. i swear boys gossip more than girls. i know some girls out there agree with me! ;p

ceelilya inspired at 1:17 AM

{xoxo}

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