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Tuesday, June 06, 2006

last night i was talking to a friend about friendships & relationships. which is more important? there was like a 10 minute silence over the phone when the subject was touched. unspoken words of trouble it felt like. during that silence was when most thoughts were running wild.
i honestly am worried. . .like. . .there has to be a balance right? there's a fear that a relationship becomes so important that friendships are lost or even forgotten. but thinking about it, it could also work the opposite way. a friendship becoming so important that a relationship is ruined. can u really feel which direction you're heading, or do you really become numb to the rest of the world?

your always gonna be happy for the person cause he/she has found something that makes him/her happy. . .but deep inside it still hurts that you've been left at the side. somehow you can feel insignificant or even betrayed.

i think communication is realllly important. so is trust. right now i have too much to think about.

if you ever read this i want you to know that you are very very muchly important to me. . .and i won't ever forget about you. and if i do you have the right to slap me silly. (actually you have to k?) you've been there for me through so much, and even though we're so similar, but yet so different, you seem to understand me better than anyone else. and if you ever feel that i've displaced/misplaced you in my life, i want you to be able to talk to me about it. stubborn as we are, it's better that we talk or even argue about it than keep it bottled up. pent up feelings will only mean frustration.

sorry if i seem distant. it's any ishy thing. . .and so much is happening. i guess in a way it's true that it can't be helped. kinda scary. . .but i know this one thing for sure. true friends are forever. & corny as it sounds. . .friends are my true love. lol

"some people you meet for a moment. . .some for a season. . .and some for a lifetime"

(i accidently posted this up at sinfulindulgences. lol. embarassing)

ceelilya inspired at 10:43 AM

{xoxo}

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